The beauty of Time

  Picking up the curse of an excuse of a textbook. I just realize something phenomenal, flicking through two years ago  hellish subject. Maths Methods.

   For a junior like me back then, things wasn't as dandy as the smartest crayon in the crayola pack. I was unfortunately the dumbest of all. You might think, that I'm doing three years my senior subject, that is pretty remarkable. That I would have a superior intelligence.


   Sadly, you all are wrong. There were many that was the same age as me but smarter, brighter and prettier. Yes, I was pretty hung up of how unfair god created us humans.  But Amen to God, that's a post for another day.

   Well with time...like today, I decided to open the textbook and mind blowingly I CAN DO IT ALL. EUREKA. All the topics was easy as pie. 3.14...yeah actually lets use another example ...erm easy as ABC :D

  So lesson of the day, eat your pie. You may never know when you need it.

Malaysia is not a democratic country?

    Dear all Malaysian readers, today is a really sad day to your country. Is there no hope in this world of fair play? Are people in power blinded by avarice that they have no freaking clue what they are doing to the damn country?


   Everyone know what they did and yet here we are. Lost of hope, maybe it's time to not even think of the country where i called home for five years. The memories of my beautiful country that is filled with litter that tarnish my vision.


        God speed.

Essay ( Language Analysis)

       The one thing in life that everyones hate or fear : ESSAY!!!!!

        Sadly, we have to suck it up and just write it. As an old proverb says the pen is mightier than the sword. We have to come together and pray for great marks in our exams.


   Today, I will explain the structure of Language Analysis Essay. To my dear American viewers, this would not be the same as AP English Analysis structure c: ( Good luck and probably find another website?)


    Alright first thing is the introduction which I would like to call the info loader.

    In the introduction one must put : writer name, contention of the article, the source,target audience,  the form and the tone if you have the time . Easy right?

     Here's an example of an introduction to one of the article that was used in an analysis examination.

   This is an example of a mid-range introduction:
          In the Herald Sun editorial piece, Bill O'Connell wrote in conviction that pit bulls should be ban. The writer aimed to express to adults that this issue should be address and not let "pit bulls remain free to create havoc".

 Try doing the introduction before attempting the rest of the structures. For practice makes writing perfect.

From my long hiatus

Shockingly, I'm back from the land of the living. For past several months, I've been procrastinating my whole way through my studies. I decided maybe it's time to go back writing  rambling my thoughts. 

I've been amour by literature, using my time to read classics. Sometimes I wander in the library just to smell the books. Yes, I'm weird like that c: You gotta stay true to yourself as people like to say. 

Anyways great literature novels that I would recommend will be " Catcher in the Rye" by JD Salinger and " To Kill A Mockingbird" by Harper Lee.It is really worth your time to log off from your computer and step into a library. Or like me pop into the local bookshop ( Support them) and own a copy. 

So  yeah, happy readings and I'll keep updating hopefully . And p.s. comments about the new Jap weekly section thingy will start soon....I promise...maybe....I'm still not sure. 

I love you all, and have a wonderful day.

English Critique

I discovered that writing could be just as difficult in an elegant writer's office as in a crowded small apartment.  I had many critics throughout the course of my life. They come along and judge : appearance, behavior, friends , attitude, intelligence but the worst of all English.

I always have great faith in my English literacy skills however I was proven wrong countless time. It saddens me and my mistake keep repeating itself. That I wonder if I am trying hard to improve my skills?

Sadly, the most common mistake is the deadliest. My pet peeve in English is the almighty TENSES!

I abhor it so much that all my fellow readers probably notice the incorrect grammar throughout my posts. No matter how much I pay for tuition or classes for English. It keeps popping up that marks my failure as an English student.


Well, I want to say I wish for critics to post a comment. I do want to learn and improve and not let anyone suffer through my terrible grammar :D

Virtual Reality

Recently, well for most part of my teenage years, I have been fixated with virtual reality. From theories of aliens coming with their ray guns and probing humans to theories of what we see are not real. I have been watching a movie call "The Truman Show" that challanges me to think the harsh reality of  technologies and social media influencing our lives.

It's terrifying when news spread like wild fire, depending if its good or not, you could be stare with judgemental eyes.Following your every move waiting you fail. The power that cocial media has on us shapes how society think. 

A food for thought, count how many adverts you walk past , from your toilet cleaning chemical till the big sign-board advertising their cheap cars. Count and see if its visually appealing or dull that affects how we think of it.

Back from the Dead

Dear all wonderful bloggers, readers and fans, I want to thank you all for the nice quirky messages that I have been getting in my inbox. I know I have been slacking off  updating my blogs. Which I will consolidate and redeem myself by posting more "things" I guess.

It's just quite hard trying to update since studies has been hectic this year. By the way congratulations of surviving 2012 :) Yes, I know my rambling has become more severe which I'll try to limit myself. Anyways I want to thank especially a couple of avid readers and fan that, I will try to make the phone version of the blog more user friendly.

Oh yeah, before I forget. I'm going do a  Japanese learning segment where I would post the fundamentals of learning Japanese and maybe Chinese  Unless you all want to learn Russian? I don't mind :) So dear all please look out for it.

Pros and Cons with bleaching

Have you ever envy people with natural highlights hair. The whitish blonde hair that always look so pretty. Well, I'm one of the girls that do love my hair color. Though these couple of months, I've been getting jealous of girl with different hair colors beside my dark black hair that look so monotone.

So here will be a list of pros and cons of bleaching your hair.
Pro                                                                                                      
1) You get the hair color you want though there is a chance things will go wrong if people have no clue what they are doing.

2) It gives a refreshing look

3) Make you more confident and feeling good

Cons

1) Hair will get damage in the process when its not treat with care

2) Why don't you like your color. Natural is the best ( to some people's belief)

3) The time when you have green hair when you want blonde. Does not look good.

So here is the list that I came out and hopefully I would make up my mind over the holidays if I should dye, bleach or highlight. Well whatever, I do love black. ^^

Spring Fashion- Author note

Living in the southern hemisphere from my home town more precise, home country. The temperature is different and the fashion style is quite interesting. Today, I had the pleasure to go to the city and to meet the Janoskians ( check the out on You tube)

Anyway, the fashion style I see in the style represents the season. Everyone are bringing out their colorful clothes and splash out shorts, tank top, skirts. A half year had gone past, I still feel indecisive. I really hope some person starts doing a manual about life,

Which lead me to a project that I am going to do. From now on, I will try to post every day relates to topic that is relevant today. Maybe a couple of topics that has nothing to do with the project that I want to share.

Anorexia is the new in

To all the girls that think you’re fat because you’re not a size zero, you’re the beautiful one, its society who’s ugly.- Marilyn Monroe

I have been called fat, weirdo, cold, different etc. I have reason to believe, people are never happy no matter what when it comes to self image. I do not get why people spend thousand of dollars just getting plastic surgery and makeup. 

Is it so hard to understand, that being skinny does not mean you are beautiful. There are two types of beauty: inner and outer. I'm horrified of what I am hearing in my circle of friends. Friends that are beautiful in each of their respect, but no matter what, they always whine and complain of their "faults". 

Who cares you are somehow fat, skinny, curvy, a freaking stick. It is our life to live. Do not let people label us-ridicule us, for you are the most beautiful person- and I vouch those people bullying you are just self conscious of them self too. 

You are beautiful.

The Most Awkward Place EVER

  The most awkward places ever; will be the elevator. When you get in an elevator, you are trap.And there is usually one person in there, both of us hanging to the side. The silence that engulfed the elevator, while awkwardly standing in our little corner. Especially someone accidently farts in the elevator.

The other awkward place is the dentist. Obviously how could a trip to the dentist be awkward? How wrong can it get. When a dentist digs around your mouth and ask questions about your life and probably waiting for your answer. When finally you decides to answer, the dentist lecture you ,that you should stop moving your mouth. 

Always keep your head up and run

Furthermore, one of the awkward places is church. I'm a born and raise Catholic, so I am expected to go church every sunday morning. Unfortunately once a while, I step into church one or two minutes late. That is when things get really awkward. First, people stare at you when you come in late. Secondly, the awkward scramble to find an open seat while trying to reach the seat by passing people sitting. They do know how to death stare .

Lastly one of the awkward places is first day of school. Especially summer break, when you promise that one kid that you hang out with him or her. But somehow never did got to meet. Do expect some death glares and unhappy smile directed to you.

There are more awkward places that I would like to share but that will a story for another day. 

Asian Dramas

For all Asian children, somehow they are brought up without knowing that they are influence by dramas. Well maybe it's just me. Unlike all other teenager, I never go out of my way just to watch the latest hot drama airing in Korea, Japan or Taiwan and China. ( I won't classify Taiwan with China because my Taiwanese friends will skewer me >< )

Anyways, for me the sweetest memories about the art of watching drama only affect me  the past few years. The only one in my family that watches these dramas is my mom. Her choices of drama, fill me up with pride, because her taste of drama is superb. It is hip and current; she also watches drama that has good plots, good characters and definitely the couple of hot "people."

So it is  place dearly in my heart, Asian drama somehow brings people together; in my case.I hope all new or old drama watchers could also enjoy this glory art form. Bring on the tissues and funny jokes.

p.s. I love you mom <3

Anyways here is some good sites to watch drama : ( English subs, unfortunately I cannot find raws that does not affect your computer with virus)
http://www.dramacrazy.net/
http://www.mysoju.com/
www.youtube.com ( Quite a limited amount but some has good quality subs )

                           

Expection is good or bad ? v2

My dear readers, I know this post might leave you confuse because I wrote about this topic either a year ago or two. However event though I shed my views on this in the past- had not an incident that trigger my reflection on this topic. I would still be the same naive child.

Expectations,  humans do not shy away from this because it is  expected to have expectations. I know now no matter how we debate this age old topic-there will and always will be part of our lives. So sorry readers, you would not find me degrading or praising expectations for we are our own master of faith.

Unfortunately, I discovered the dark side of expectations while eating my dinner ( true man/woman ponder philosophical questions while eating) .  I have never thought the people involved in expectations either direct or indirect.


Remainder of these hallow feeling, slowly  I felt  like I am being pulled down into the dark abyss. I just feel so tired  useless and somehow expecting it. How ironic right? These dark feelings surging; any moment I am going to cry my heart out, yelling.

If the person themselves feel this sad feeling. Have we thought of the people that place the expectation on us? How heartbreaking it was for them. It terrifies me of these seemly innocent  feeling of wanting looms us.How it would break our hearts in just a life changing moment.

待っている-waiting

Wait­ing for the peo­ple, who know what re­al truth is, is like wait­ing for a moun­tain to crum­ble and fall. The wind and rain may take ages for it to hap­pen. The one true hope is know­ing that it will. No mat­ter how long the wait, truth pre­vails.

Once upon a December- Russian

 The past months had been an emotional rollercoaster ride. I had wandered aimlessly in my study of music. Everything that I believed, learned abandon me. The creativative that I always inspired me, dissapered into thin air. I had loss the only joy I ever felt but fear not . The country that I ished to be part of, saved me and rekindle the fire that got extinguised. It showed m

The childhood that I dreamt, this was the song that I felt in love with and to muse of the past I did. I present you Once upon a December Russian version of the song and the mother of my motivation. 

Cyrillic

Как узор на окне

Снова прошлое рядом                               

Photographer: Shannon Evans

Кто-то пел песню мне

В зимний вечер когда-то

Словно в прошлом ожило.

Чьих-то бережных рук тепло.

Вальс изысканных гостей.

И бег лихих коней.

Вальс кружил и нёс меня.

Словно в сказку свою маня.

Первый бал и первый вальс.

Звучат во мне сейчас.

Зеркала в янтаре.

Мой восторг отражают.

Кто-то пел на заре.

Дом родной покидая.

Будешь ты в декабре.

Вновь со мной, дорогая.

( To people that can't read cryllic)

Kak uzor na okne

Snova proshloe ryadom

Kto-to pel pesnyu mne

V zimnii vecher kogda-to

Slovno v proshlom ozhilo.

Ch'ih-to berezhnyh ruk teplo.

Val's izyskannyh gostei.

I beg lihih konei.

Val's kruzhil i nes menya.

Slovno v skazku svoyu manya.

Pervyi bal i pervyi val's.

Zvuchat vo mne seichas.

Zerkala v yantare.

Moi vostorg otrazhayut.

Kto-to pel na zare.

Dom rodnoi pokidaya.

Earthquake 19th of June 2012

Newsflash, awesome internet peeps. If your newsfeed on facebook, Twitter, Tumblr is not bombarded with Earthquake post. Well you are hiding in a rock.

Well, I'm so fascinated of how fast social media can inform people. To confirm or to deny. The power of technology. 

Yes, I did join the kahooz and wrote  a post myself confirming if the 20 second strong shake wasn't all in my head. Trying to find information after that, no official report until I search up the government geo science site. Trying to click on it but it keeps saying internet connection off for that site.

It's either my connection which undoubtly not or the government site is terrible. Well I do LOVE YOU, AUSTRALIA <3<3. But I want the cause and the magnitude. Which from tid bits of uncofirmed information is a magnitude of 5  and probably the whole of Melbourne, Victoria felt it.


So goodbye people, stay safe. Do remember this is 2012.

It's all about timing

I don't know if anyone notice but people that is living in this century and decade. We are one of the lucky ones that has the intelligence and the technology to witness many phenomenon that in the past people thought it either is the devil/ god works or it's magic.

I've been blessed to be one of the lucky ones to witness the beauty of out galaxy at work.The Venus transit that witness only twice in a century ( in quick succession the last transit was in 2004 and the final one that we will ever witness those that are currently alive is today )

Why is it beautiful because Venus cross the Sun. Wednesday will mark only the sixth time the event has been witnessed since the invention of the telescope more than 400 years ago, although it was also documented by the Babylonians and by the ancient Greek mathematician Pythagoras.

Wishing everyone have the most eye opening experience.

What money can do

If the world does not uses money and humans do not have the need to horde and be greedy. Will our reality of Earth be different?

While it might be a reality that it is impossible to have. Since without money we as humans being does not have the motivation and the necessity to work. But what if a really big if that humans have the same drive and more kidness in the equation minus the money.

How  will it define our civilaization. Out history will probably change about the evolution of money from the batering system to monetry system.Even though everything change, will this be a step forward for a better civilaization. Where there is peace and no thoughts of making a country powerful and richer but the thoughts of striving to improve the man kind as a whole.

Is this a chance that there will be less suferring across the globe as a whole. What I know is with hardwork and compassion and genorisity can change things.

Although we can't rewrite our physcological behaviours no matter how I wish to. There is a chance that  with time , lesson learn , and people take the initiative to do something.

We will see a better place.

Mothers Birthday

This is a really really late post since my mothers birthday was last friday. But still better do it than none.
So happy belated birthday to my beautiful and wonderful mother. Because in every great man success is the work of a woman.
That woman could be your wife, girlfriend, mother or maybe your sister. Whoever it is, be greateful of the sacrifise and the motivation they did to you.

So to you all have fun and god bless.

Home Economics Test for a newbie

Hello, fellow readers :)
So this semester of course work, on an impulse I decided to take a so call " creative" subject. I ditch my media work, I.T. and science for this semester and go for a more diversify curiculam. I went from slaving away doing research, making games, coding and making films to writing creative stories ( for future refrence in making games) , and home economics.

Home Economics also known as Food technology is a study of making food or planning it. Well I think that is what we learn. As you see a half semester worth of home economics and I still have no clue what I did.  Unfortunately that doeesn't faze me out till the teacher cherily inform my class that we have a test.

So I didn't remember that I have a test till at least right now while I'm writing. I felt like an uh oh moment for I still have yet to write finish my creative pieces and I have a freaking whole semester worth of test.

Officialy freaking out here, but no worry to everyone. I vaguely remember of the things we should know about cooking. Example washing the dishes, handling of food, and something to do nutrition. Unless it's something to do with food planning and what flavour compliment.

Note to everyone, never EVER take a subject that you've attempt before. For it's such a pain. I don't really need a fail in my reports. But maybe it's worth while for all the things I learn to cook and the memories. It is probably the best experience.