Saturday, March 31, 2012

Earth Hour 2012

 1 more hour before Earth Hour and anyone up for the challange.  So light a candle, close all the powers and enjoy this moment


 Going though a phase of fascination of sweet things O_O
Because yesterday, in my home ec class we decided make some Easter chocolates ( which turn out partially sucessful, didn't have enough time to freeze it)

Thursday, March 29, 2012

Change your thinking - (Just for 37 seconds)

Sometimes to know one story is to listen what people around you.  
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room

One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.

His bed was next to the room's only window.

The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.

The men talked for hours on end.

They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation..

Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.

The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and colour of the world outside.
The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake.

Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every colour and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.

As the man by the window described all this in exquisite details, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine this picturesque scene.

One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by.

Although the other man could not hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.

Days, weeks and months passed.

One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep.

She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away.

As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.

Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside.
He strained to slowly turn to look out the window besides the bed.

It faced a blank wall..

The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.

The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.

She said, 'Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.'


There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.
Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled.

If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can't buy.

'Today is a gift, that is why it is called The Present .'

hahaha....just gotta do something since
it's just few hours ago i posted something bout them
mmmm i see tomatoes . TROLL by harry?

One direction, its going into one direction right?

   It's been bugging me for weeks of how when I'm walking through the corridors of school. Girls was crying and squeeling. Yelling the same thing. ONE DIRECTION and obviously something about hot, awesome, i want them..and other phrases that sounds kinda abnormal. ( like boardeline kidnapping/stalkerish abnormal)
Courtesy to the band members and whoever
photoshop this photos?
Really, really weird. So asking my good old friends and asking whaats all the fuss about. They gladly fill in who, what, where they are. They even know thier favourite colors and school that one direction members went. I'm really shock that how this people know all this information well , probably from tabloids.
Despite might apparently lack of catching up with the trend.I still wish a congratulation anda  good job in Xfactor for them. Due to that they have probably rock the world of the girls I guess with thier songs and espeacilly  " What makes you beautiful".

Since after learning how to recognize them and thier song. I wonder if I'm one of the hoards of hormonal teenage girls and woman out there crazy about them ? ( guess i shouldnt put hormonal ...oppsie)

Well to end this wonderful and insigitful post. Guess I'm gonna go actually listen the folder of songs sung by them. Obviously courtesy of my friends. To all you one directioners ( is that even righ? )  Don't give them too much hell, and go rock thier world. :)

by cutie dog

Friday, March 23, 2012

Journal of a rabbit

             I was suprised of how mundane my life had been. The every day routine of awaking, talked, laughed, smile and talking to friends  that I have forgoten the painful things I learned in life.

I wasn't meant, to be happy.

           Lessons I went, the seat that I used to sit, the people that I laugh together. Gone in a blink in an eye. The things that I took granted of, dissapear. It's like the season causing me to feel so cold, lonely and sinking into deep abyss.

          The thing was I think this time, it really gutted my heart to pieces leaving me empty. Gone, people that I thought in the highest regards ignore me like I was just a tiny insect beneath thier shoes. Curshing me, not caring that I was no, AM living.

         Even though it's painful, it will be part of my hopping maybe stumbling life. Events, incidents shook my life , shook it till theres no more hope left that I coud see. This will not be like those soapy sucidal thoughts but the feeling and journal of several insignificant events that just happened.

       Happened that one day it will all be forgotten. The past , current and future generation probably felt hallow maybe felt betryaed. It's part of life, life of our insignificant race. The race of humans that seem to be so cruel yet so beautiful.

Leaving me old and battered, the memories
we had was all for naught

Friday, March 16, 2012

Acceptance of yourself

TWell I'm gonna start of this post your beautiful.

Who are you?
Well my name is Patricia or also known as trisha asha or my other internet name camerata.

What is this about?
This is a post dedicating to the people I have known that gone through a time. Trouble to accept what they are and deeply traumatised by people who didn't accept other people differences.

Whoever you are, comming out telling people of you being gay, bi , lesbian or transgender. Even though its not hard. I mean there is trouble depending. It's just that we well use to live in a society where they are narrow minded, it is still kinda is but time has change.

I want to know it's okay. Even though you might get bully, whever it be physical or verbally. I want to give a hearfelt sorry if that ever happen to you. I know it can be tough because I have friends that confide in me telling of things that people did to them and how it scared the shit out of them.

However never give up, if your parents may not be accepting, there will always be friends out there. Either real life or online friends. I know you might think you serious , online friends?

Yes, I am serious online friends are still people. There are people out in this 7 billion populated world that understands you give you a sense of acceptance. One of the couple of people I met online had different set of problems that came to open out to me.

Problems ranging from relationship problems, heart break, death and theier preference of sexuality. The stories I have heard from this people torn me. I always wish that I would able to give those people a real big hug and comfort them but all I can give them is my open ear and words that hopefully soothe them.

After reading this, some might be daunted but no. Don't fear, never fear. You are perferct just the way you are and you are beautiful. 

To those wonderful people out there, ever need someone look around. There's people out there willing to lend to reach out a hand to help you.

Sincerly from me to  you all.

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Nano Technology Guide

 So someone recently ask my in my opinion of nanotechnology. Well here's a guide to nano-technology and thier application in the real world .

Well first we gotta understand the most fundamental things.
What is nano-technology?
  • Nanotechnology is the engineering of functional systems at the molecular scale.

So there that's done. Now to the fun things. When is nano-technology use and found it ? Well be prepare to be suprise.

The one thing, we all should use when its Summer ( well at least attempt in using).Sunscrean.  Certain sunscreen brands have seen fit to incorporate nanotechnology into their products; the use of molecularly-engineered materials means that these sunscreens are many times more effective at absorbing light than normal brands.

Nano technology is good when it comes to UV Ray. Their minute particle size enables them to cover more skin with less cream base and since they spread more easily, you use less of the sunscreen and theoretically save money.

Right now nanotechnology is relulationizing the medical field.

Due to nanotechnology operatating on such a small scale, it offers the opportunity to create precisely targeted surgical instrument,  drug delivery systems, and implants.  Nanomaterials can also be implanted into the body; for example, someone with a badly damaged bone or joint could be treated with nanoparticles which would promote new growth, regrowing the damaged tissue.

Saturday, March 10, 2012

what humans are here for?

            Have you ever when you just feel like quitting, feel like the world had give up on you? Well its been a long while since I long rant the thoughts that have been circling on my mind.
           What are we here for?

             If you expect an anwser to you philosophy students well don't expect one. Because to all contary belief I'm still young and vibrant with not much experience of what is to happen in this human life span. Maybe I'll never know how things will happen.

            But I know all this. Our generation of people that live and breath technology. We are at the advantage, we don't need to travel or know people to understand and hear people stories. For social media and the internet have get rid of boarders that we human create to control and have power.

              Those past memories of me when I'm a kid playing the game boy advance and using windows 99 ( i think thats what its call back than >_< my memory is failing me). Back than everyone thought that was the most advance technology ever. But now Ipad 3 is coming out soon, thin and super slim laptops that I'm using.

               We have done things at such a speed that I'm anxious to know what can science and the innovation of people can offer.  But its still come down to one question. Why are we humans here for? Where do we fit in this grand scheme of the universe.

             It is like the flow of time when few minutes ago I ask the same question and probably many generations and those before me ponder. It all will come down to this, will technology hinder our human advancement to know whats in the universe or will it help us. Will people abuse this power or  people inginuety will give us the formula the rules that acompass this universe.


The anwser is up to us humans. For we are in a sense the master of faith.