The Most Awkward Place EVER

  The most awkward places ever; will be the elevator. When you get in an elevator, you are trap.And there is usually one person in there, both of us hanging to the side. The silence that engulfed the elevator, while awkwardly standing in our little corner. Especially someone accidently farts in the elevator.

The other awkward place is the dentist. Obviously how could a trip to the dentist be awkward? How wrong can it get. When a dentist digs around your mouth and ask questions about your life and probably waiting for your answer. When finally you decides to answer, the dentist lecture you ,that you should stop moving your mouth. 

Always keep your head up and run

Furthermore, one of the awkward places is church. I'm a born and raise Catholic, so I am expected to go church every sunday morning. Unfortunately once a while, I step into church one or two minutes late. That is when things get really awkward. First, people stare at you when you come in late. Secondly, the awkward scramble to find an open seat while trying to reach the seat by passing people sitting. They do know how to death stare .

Lastly one of the awkward places is first day of school. Especially summer break, when you promise that one kid that you hang out with him or her. But somehow never did got to meet. Do expect some death glares and unhappy smile directed to you.

There are more awkward places that I would like to share but that will a story for another day. 

Always family

Isn't it ironic, that we ignore the ones who adore us,
adore the ones that ignore us,
love the ones who hurt us, and
hurt the ones that love us

 As the quote goes, this year I laugh, cry , got angry but the things i experience can't be compare to  the regret for my lack of commitment for family. 

Don't get me wrong I love them with all my heart but sometimes we get suck into our busy every day lifes. Working, socialising with friends, facebook that we forget the simple and most important thing in life.

                                                     Our Family

 Every year i feel like we're drifting apart. And when I try to sleep, I ponder that no one is infinite, this memories i have of them and me one day it will disappear along with the person. 


  Since 2011 is gonna end soon, I want to make one of my new year resolution to spent and try to make an effort to reconnect with my family . And I hope all you readers do the same too  .

My day

You are my day

wondering about you, I look at the clouds and see that today is all about you
I smile thinking about the way you smile, thinking of your face when you blush
The sun is bright, my heart is full, my mind is on you
It doesn't matter if you are sad or angry, I will bring a smile to your face
Let me hold you and let every ounce of  my love consume you
keeping a smile on your beautiful face for me

Dark eyes

Очи чёрные, жгуче пламенны!
И манят они в страны дальние,
где царит любовь, где царит покой,
где страданья нет, где вражды запрет.

Black eyes, burning flames!
And they attract a distant country,
where there is love, where there is peace,
where there is no suffering, where hostility ban.

Conforming of the conformist

 

                   There is no such thing as a bad person with a bad personality. But there are personalities that don't go well with others . Also who exactly make those decisions?

                 
                Anyone can misunderstand others without any basis or evidence.

                     So you shouldn't try to become  something based only what others think of you.

Thoughts of an unknown ( inspirational prompts )

                
                 Doesn't this seem ridiculous

                

         I thought that I'll be able to catch up to her in time

           
                   

             


    And yet she  was snatched away by someone else.

Sunshine to my eyes

  I don't know why they call it heartbreak.  It feels like every other part of my 
              body is broken  too.

       

             The pressure to succeed is always there. The pain of failures are always there waiting to collapse on my shoulder and that happen  on the Spring of my 19th birthday. It was one of those days where life just past by slowly until I met her .......

                   I was walking through a small cafe at Oxford Street  ,waiting for my mates.  That's where I met her. She's the most gorgeous girl that I ever seen , well more like a Madonna. Her glossy black hair shining under the spring sun with a gentle breeze sweeping her hair to the side letting me admire her beautiful hazel eyes.  At that moment, I know the true meaning of love at first side .

 

                            Before I knew it my mind its screaming " the one" . 




                I was going up to her  when one my best friend wrapped his hand over her and kissing " my Madonna" on her cheek.  My hand became clamy. The once gentle breeze  becomes quite chilly. Chilling my heart. My thoughts racing in my head trying to find a logical explanaition. 


                
                   " Happy Birthday, mate. It's been so long.  Meet Jessica, she my girlfriend. "
         
              " Happy Birthday, Liam. I heard many great things about you. " her warm smile seem like sunshine to my eyes.

      
                  I was stunned  by the news and it numb my head. " Get yourself together, Liam. Answer you bloody idiot." Thats when I know life is just a twisted game.