Friday, September 14, 2012

Pros and Cons with bleaching

Have you ever envy people with natural highlights hair. The whitish blonde hair that always look so pretty. Well, I'm one of the girls that do love my hair color. Though these couple of months, I've been getting jealous of girl with different hair colors beside my dark black hair that look so monotone.

So here will be a list of pros and cons of bleaching your hair.
1) You get the hair color you want though there is a chance things will go wrong if people have no clue what they are doing.

2) It gives a refreshing look

3) Make you more confident and feeling good


1) Hair will get damage in the process when its not treat with care

2) Why don't you like your color. Natural is the best ( to some people's belief)

3) The time when you have green hair when you want blonde. Does not look good.

So here is the list that I came out and hopefully I would make up my mind over the holidays if I should dye, bleach or highlight. Well whatever, I do love black. ^^

Saturday, September 1, 2012

Spring Fashion- Author note

Living in the southern hemisphere from my home town more precise, home country. The temperature is different and the fashion style is quite interesting. Today, I had the pleasure to go to the city and to meet the Janoskians ( check the out on You tube)

Anyway, the fashion style I see in the style represents the season. Everyone are bringing out their colorful clothes and splash out shorts, tank top, skirts. A half year had gone past, I still feel indecisive. I really hope some person starts doing a manual about life,

Which lead me to a project that I am going to do. From now on, I will try to post every day relates to topic that is relevant today. Maybe a couple of topics that has nothing to do with the project that I want to share.

Thursday, August 30, 2012

Anorexia is the new in

To all the girls that think you’re fat because you’re not a size zero, you’re the beautiful one, its society who’s ugly.- Marilyn Monroe

I have been called fat, weirdo, cold, different etc. I have reason to believe, people are never happy no matter what when it comes to self image. I do not get why people spend thousand of dollars just getting plastic surgery and makeup. 

Is it so hard to understand, that being skinny does not mean you are beautiful. There are two types of beauty: inner and outer. I'm horrified of what I am hearing in my circle of friends. Friends that are beautiful in each of their respect, but no matter what, they always whine and complain of their "faults". 

Who cares you are somehow fat, skinny, curvy, a freaking stick. It is our life to live. Do not let people label us-ridicule us, for you are the most beautiful person- and I vouch those people bullying you are just self conscious of them self too. 

You are beautiful.

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

The Most Awkward Place EVER

  The most awkward places ever; will be the elevator. When you get in an elevator, you are trap.And there is usually one person in there, both of us hanging to the side. The silence that engulfed the elevator, while awkwardly standing in our little corner. Especially someone accidently farts in the elevator.

The other awkward place is the dentist. Obviously how could a trip to the dentist be awkward? How wrong can it get. When a dentist digs around your mouth and ask questions about your life and probably waiting for your answer. When finally you decides to answer, the dentist lecture you ,that you should stop moving your mouth. 

Always keep your head up and run
Furthermore, one of the awkward places is church. I'm a born and raise Catholic, so I am expected to go church every sunday morning. Unfortunately once a while, I step into church one or two minutes late. That is when things get really awkward. First, people stare at you when you come in late. Secondly, the awkward scramble to find an open seat while trying to reach the seat by passing people sitting. They do know how to death stare .

Lastly one of the awkward places is first day of school. Especially summer break, when you promise that one kid that you hang out with him or her. But somehow never did got to meet. Do expect some death glares and unhappy smile directed to you.

There are more awkward places that I would like to share but that will a story for another day. 

Sunday, August 26, 2012

Asian Dramas

For all Asian children, somehow they are brought up without knowing that they are influence by dramas. Well maybe it's just me. Unlike all other teenager, I never go out of my way just to watch the latest hot drama airing in Korea, Japan or Taiwan and China. ( I won't classify Taiwan with China because my Taiwanese friends will skewer me >< )

Anyways, for me the sweetest memories about the art of watching drama only affect me  the past few years. The only one in my family that watches these dramas is my mom. Her choices of drama, fill me up with pride, because her taste of drama is superb. It is hip and current; she also watches drama that has good plots, good characters and definitely the couple of hot "people."

So it is  place dearly in my heart, Asian drama somehow brings people together; in my case.I hope all new or old drama watchers could also enjoy this glory art form. Bring on the tissues and funny jokes.

p.s. I love you mom <3
Anyways here is some good sites to watch drama : ( English subs, unfortunately I cannot find raws that does not affect your computer with virus) ( Quite a limited amount but some has good quality subs )


Friday, August 17, 2012

Expection is good or bad ? v2

My dear readers, I know this post might leave you confuse because I wrote about this topic either a year ago or two. However event though I shed my views on this in the past- had not an incident that trigger my reflection on this topic. I would still be the same naive child.

Expectations,  humans do not shy away from this because it is  expected to have expectations. I know now no matter how we debate this age old topic-there will and always will be part of our lives. So sorry readers, you would not find me degrading or praising expectations for we are our own master of faith.

Unfortunately, I discovered the dark side of expectations while eating my dinner ( true man/woman ponder philosophical questions while eating) .  I have never thought the people involved in expectations either direct or indirect.

Remainder of these hallow feeling, slowly  I felt  like I am being pulled down into the dark abyss. I just feel so tired  useless and somehow expecting it. How ironic right? These dark feelings surging; any moment I am going to cry my heart out, yelling.

If the person themselves feel this sad feeling. Have we thought of the people that place the expectation on us? How heartbreaking it was for them. It terrifies me of these seemly innocent  feeling of wanting looms us.How it would break our hearts in just a life changing moment.

Thursday, August 16, 2012


Wait­ing for the peo­ple, who know what re­al truth is, is like wait­ing for a moun­tain to crum­ble and fall. The wind and rain may take ages for it to hap­pen. The one true hope is know­ing that it will. No mat­ter how long the wait, truth pre­vails.

Sunday, July 1, 2012

Once upon a December- Russian

 The past months had been an emotional rollercoaster ride. I had wandered aimlessly in my study of music. Everything that I believed, learned abandon me. The creativative that I always inspired me, dissapered into thin air. I had loss the only joy I ever felt but fear not . The country that I ished to be part of, saved me and rekindle the fire that got extinguised. It showed m

The childhood that I dreamt, this was the song that I felt in love with and to muse of the past I did. I present you Once upon a December Russian version of the song and the mother of my motivation. 
Как узор на окне
Снова прошлое рядом                               
Photographer: Shannon Evans
Кто-то пел песню мне
В зимний вечер когда-то

Словно в прошлом ожило.
Чьих-то бережных рук тепло.
Вальс изысканных гостей.
И бег лихих коней.

Вальс кружил и нёс меня.
Словно в сказку свою маня.
Первый бал и первый вальс.
Звучат во мне сейчас.

Зеркала в янтаре.
Мой восторг отражают.
Кто-то пел на заре.
Дом родной покидая.
Будешь ты в декабре.
Вновь со мной, дорогая.

( To people that can't read cryllic)
Kak uzor na okne
Snova proshloe ryadom
Kto-to pel pesnyu mne
V zimnii vecher kogda-to

Slovno v proshlom ozhilo.
Ch'ih-to berezhnyh ruk teplo.
Val's izyskannyh gostei.
I beg lihih konei.

Val's kruzhil i nes menya.
Slovno v skazku svoyu manya.
Pervyi bal i pervyi val's.
Zvuchat vo mne seichas.

Zerkala v yantare.
Moi vostorg otrazhayut.
Kto-to pel na zare.
Dom rodnoi pokidaya.

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Earthquake 19th of June 2012

Newsflash, awesome internet peeps. If your newsfeed on facebook, Twitter, Tumblr is not bombarded with Earthquake post. Well you are hiding in a rock.

Well, I'm so fascinated of how fast social media can inform people. To confirm or to deny. The power of technology. 

Yes, I did join the kahooz and wrote  a post myself confirming if the 20 second strong shake wasn't all in my head. Trying to find information after that, no official report until I search up the government geo science site. Trying to click on it but it keeps saying internet connection off for that site.

It's either my connection which undoubtly not or the government site is terrible. Well I do LOVE YOU, AUSTRALIA <3<3. But I want the cause and the magnitude. Which from tid bits of uncofirmed information is a magnitude of 5  and probably the whole of Melbourne, Victoria felt it.

So goodbye people, stay safe. Do remember this is 2012.

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

It's all about timing

I don't know if anyone notice but people that is living in this century and decade. We are one of the lucky ones that has the intelligence and the technology to witness many phenomenon that in the past people thought it either is the devil/ god works or it's magic.

I've been blessed to be one of the lucky ones to witness the beauty of out galaxy at work.The Venus transit that witness only twice in a century ( in quick succession the last transit was in 2004 and the final one that we will ever witness those that are currently alive is today )

Why is it beautiful because Venus cross the Sun. Wednesday will mark only the sixth time the event has been witnessed since the invention of the telescope more than 400 years ago, although it was also documented by the Babylonians and by the ancient Greek mathematician Pythagoras.

Wishing everyone have the most eye opening experience.

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

What money can do

If the world does not uses money and humans do not have the need to horde and be greedy. Will our reality of Earth be different?

While it might be a reality that it is impossible to have. Since without money we as humans being does not have the motivation and the necessity to work. But what if a really big if that humans have the same drive and more kidness in the equation minus the money.

How  will it define our civilaization. Out history will probably change about the evolution of money from the batering system to monetry system.Even though everything change, will this be a step forward for a better civilaization. Where there is peace and no thoughts of making a country powerful and richer but the thoughts of striving to improve the man kind as a whole.

Is this a chance that there will be less suferring across the globe as a whole. What I know is with hardwork and compassion and genorisity can change things.

Although we can't rewrite our physcological behaviours no matter how I wish to. There is a chance that  with time , lesson learn , and people take the initiative to do something.

We will see a better place.

Monday, April 30, 2012

Mothers Birthday

This is a really really late post since my mothers birthday was last friday. But still better do it than none.
So happy belated birthday to my beautiful and wonderful mother. Because in every great man success is the work of a woman.
That woman could be your wife, girlfriend, mother or maybe your sister. Whoever it is, be greateful of the sacrifise and the motivation they did to you.

So to you all have fun and god bless.

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Home Economics Test for a newbie

Hello, fellow readers :)
So this semester of course work, on an impulse I decided to take a so call " creative" subject. I ditch my media work, I.T. and science for this semester and go for a more diversify curiculam. I went from slaving away doing research, making games, coding and making films to writing creative stories ( for future refrence in making games) , and home economics.

Home Economics also known as Food technology is a study of making food or planning it. Well I think that is what we learn. As you see a half semester worth of home economics and I still have no clue what I did.  Unfortunately that doeesn't faze me out till the teacher cherily inform my class that we have a test.

So I didn't remember that I have a test till at least right now while I'm writing. I felt like an uh oh moment for I still have yet to write finish my creative pieces and I have a freaking whole semester worth of test.

Officialy freaking out here, but no worry to everyone. I vaguely remember of the things we should know about cooking. Example washing the dishes, handling of food, and something to do nutrition. Unless it's something to do with food planning and what flavour compliment.

Note to everyone, never EVER take a subject that you've attempt before. For it's such a pain. I don't really need a fail in my reports. But maybe it's worth while for all the things I learn to cook and the memories. It is probably the best experience.

Friday, April 20, 2012

4 truth you will encounter

When things get tough, stay strong. Don't lose hope, even if people give
                                  up on


 Some things just happen, join the ride if you think it mght be fun but when things get dangerous.

Out yourself, fight. Don't let it suck you in or what you might find is just a lonely figure with the feeling of helplessness.

 There's never a straight-forward road. It takes many turns, back-tracking to find the right
route.But when you reach your destination it worth it for all
the hardship you've been through.

 You are your own master. You have the power to do whatever you please, to  do good or evil. To spread wisdom or idiotic laughter through people. For life is just a grand invisible stage where you are the star. To shine on the stage or the creator in the background.

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

What to do when your in a different country

Travelling another country or maybe another continent? Alone or with a group, no worries. Travelling can be tough and terrible but if you are prepare or have a happy-go-lucky personaility than your set. Well before that just glance through the check list.

So your in a different country and you have no clue what they offer.

Obviously 1st get your accomadation, and I seriously recommand it. For once when I went travelling with no prior infomation ( coz im lazy ^^) . Stupidly can't find any accomadation that didn't majorly rip me off *heart break*

2nd don't go to a country that the main language you speak is not theirs too unless you have at least some basic understand of their culture and custom. 

3rd  Talk to the locals if you can communicate with them or just go do some research before you go. Best place to actually find gossip or learn anything intresting is in a tavern/ pub/ bar. This is also a major benifit since the locals know the best food well unless they're hammer than best to leave them be :)

4th - This is majorly important if your going to religious sites . DO READ  or you might get jail or bash up by people . And it's no jokes.
If your visiting any religious country or any religious sites please just wear decent clothes. Don't go wear your cocktaile dresses or a singlet that shows too much flesh. Wear clothes that cover well most things.  The reason for this my friend got fine when he went to turkey visitng some places for not wearign appropiate clothes.

5th Lucky Last
Buy yourself souvenior obviously silly people. :P  This is a must if you have friends, family or just crazy people that will sulk or cry their hearts out not bringing something back from your visit. Go bargain if it's like a market or some sort because most country espeacily those tourist hot spot markets always and I mean ALWAYS try to rip you off. Most espeacilly countries in Asia.

I was almost cheated two times and those vendors try to swinder my money. So guys shop safely and before I forget do keep your money, passport safely. And don't let your personal belongings taken by theifs or gypsy.

So happy travelling and remember this 5 tips. Since I'm feeling shamless come to AUSTRALIA. We'r  quite an honest bunch here :D

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Happy Aprils FOOL

lol , to people that haven't seen this joke by Google. This is quite hilarious and evidently idiotic
Have a good day too you people cheers :D

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Easter Break

Too bad for me I went to watch this alone ><
 Obviously with all the post I've been posting, it means I'm on my Easter Break. YEAH, PARTY PARTY  -_- jks

 My friends ditch me for sunny Cairns, lakes and many parts of the country. Those ditcher, so I gotta entertain my old dull life with movies. Yup, I've been catching up some movie watching time. And the movies of the day were Hungry...wait I mean Hunger Games and Woman in Black.  Also known by the following titles in German Die Frau In Schwarz   and Die Tribute Von Panem.

In the movie this line keep irratating me :(
Anywho, why I put the title name in German is due to the fact I watch in German duh and in english for hunger games.  So be proud of me people of Germany, I sit though the movie for Woman in Black in German  actually knowing what the heck it happen. It actually scared the shucks out of me and it's kinda hilarious after seeing harry ( Daniel Radcliffe ) coz I was yelling to the screen " WHERES YOUR WAND?!!!!"

To all readers, I recommend Woman in Black just cause it was better than what I expected. Hunger games due to all the hypness ( thought it was gonna be mind blowing ) but sadly it just did ok.

p.s. I don't really know how to speak German

This is me while watching woman in black

p.p.s  Hope you all have fun watching movies or whatever you doing this break.
this is me like the whole part of the movie and the end

Saturday, March 31, 2012

Earth Hour 2012

 1 more hour before Earth Hour and anyone up for the challange.  So light a candle, close all the powers and enjoy this moment


 Going though a phase of fascination of sweet things O_O
Because yesterday, in my home ec class we decided make some Easter chocolates ( which turn out partially sucessful, didn't have enough time to freeze it)