The beauty of Time

  Picking up the curse of an excuse of a textbook. I just realize something phenomenal, flicking through two years ago  hellish subject. Maths Methods.

   For a junior like me back then, things wasn't as dandy as the smartest crayon in the crayola pack. I was unfortunately the dumbest of all. You might think, that I'm doing three years my senior subject, that is pretty remarkable. That I would have a superior intelligence.


   Sadly, you all are wrong. There were many that was the same age as me but smarter, brighter and prettier. Yes, I was pretty hung up of how unfair god created us humans.  But Amen to God, that's a post for another day.

   Well with time...like today, I decided to open the textbook and mind blowingly I CAN DO IT ALL. EUREKA. All the topics was easy as pie. 3.14...yeah actually lets use another example ...erm easy as ABC :D

  So lesson of the day, eat your pie. You may never know when you need it.

From my long hiatus

Shockingly, I'm back from the land of the living. For past several months, I've been procrastinating my whole way through my studies. I decided maybe it's time to go back writing  rambling my thoughts. 

I've been amour by literature, using my time to read classics. Sometimes I wander in the library just to smell the books. Yes, I'm weird like that c: You gotta stay true to yourself as people like to say. 

Anyways great literature novels that I would recommend will be " Catcher in the Rye" by JD Salinger and " To Kill A Mockingbird" by Harper Lee.It is really worth your time to log off from your computer and step into a library. Or like me pop into the local bookshop ( Support them) and own a copy. 

So  yeah, happy readings and I'll keep updating hopefully . And p.s. comments about the new Jap weekly section thingy will start soon....I promise...maybe....I'm still not sure. 

I love you all, and have a wonderful day.

Virtual Reality

Recently, well for most part of my teenage years, I have been fixated with virtual reality. From theories of aliens coming with their ray guns and probing humans to theories of what we see are not real. I have been watching a movie call "The Truman Show" that challanges me to think the harsh reality of  technologies and social media influencing our lives.

It's terrifying when news spread like wild fire, depending if its good or not, you could be stare with judgemental eyes.Following your every move waiting you fail. The power that cocial media has on us shapes how society think. 

A food for thought, count how many adverts you walk past , from your toilet cleaning chemical till the big sign-board advertising their cheap cars. Count and see if its visually appealing or dull that affects how we think of it.

Spring Fashion- Author note

Living in the southern hemisphere from my home town more precise, home country. The temperature is different and the fashion style is quite interesting. Today, I had the pleasure to go to the city and to meet the Janoskians ( check the out on You tube)

Anyway, the fashion style I see in the style represents the season. Everyone are bringing out their colorful clothes and splash out shorts, tank top, skirts. A half year had gone past, I still feel indecisive. I really hope some person starts doing a manual about life,

Which lead me to a project that I am going to do. From now on, I will try to post every day relates to topic that is relevant today. Maybe a couple of topics that has nothing to do with the project that I want to share.

Anorexia is the new in

To all the girls that think you’re fat because you’re not a size zero, you’re the beautiful one, its society who’s ugly.- Marilyn Monroe

I have been called fat, weirdo, cold, different etc. I have reason to believe, people are never happy no matter what when it comes to self image. I do not get why people spend thousand of dollars just getting plastic surgery and makeup. 

Is it so hard to understand, that being skinny does not mean you are beautiful. There are two types of beauty: inner and outer. I'm horrified of what I am hearing in my circle of friends. Friends that are beautiful in each of their respect, but no matter what, they always whine and complain of their "faults". 

Who cares you are somehow fat, skinny, curvy, a freaking stick. It is our life to live. Do not let people label us-ridicule us, for you are the most beautiful person- and I vouch those people bullying you are just self conscious of them self too. 

You are beautiful.

The Most Awkward Place EVER

  The most awkward places ever; will be the elevator. When you get in an elevator, you are trap.And there is usually one person in there, both of us hanging to the side. The silence that engulfed the elevator, while awkwardly standing in our little corner. Especially someone accidently farts in the elevator.

The other awkward place is the dentist. Obviously how could a trip to the dentist be awkward? How wrong can it get. When a dentist digs around your mouth and ask questions about your life and probably waiting for your answer. When finally you decides to answer, the dentist lecture you ,that you should stop moving your mouth. 

Always keep your head up and run

Furthermore, one of the awkward places is church. I'm a born and raise Catholic, so I am expected to go church every sunday morning. Unfortunately once a while, I step into church one or two minutes late. That is when things get really awkward. First, people stare at you when you come in late. Secondly, the awkward scramble to find an open seat while trying to reach the seat by passing people sitting. They do know how to death stare .

Lastly one of the awkward places is first day of school. Especially summer break, when you promise that one kid that you hang out with him or her. But somehow never did got to meet. Do expect some death glares and unhappy smile directed to you.

There are more awkward places that I would like to share but that will a story for another day. 

Once upon a December- Russian

 The past months had been an emotional rollercoaster ride. I had wandered aimlessly in my study of music. Everything that I believed, learned abandon me. The creativative that I always inspired me, dissapered into thin air. I had loss the only joy I ever felt but fear not . The country that I ished to be part of, saved me and rekindle the fire that got extinguised. It showed m

The childhood that I dreamt, this was the song that I felt in love with and to muse of the past I did. I present you Once upon a December Russian version of the song and the mother of my motivation. 

Cyrillic

Как узор на окне

Снова прошлое рядом                               

Photographer: Shannon Evans

Кто-то пел песню мне

В зимний вечер когда-то

Словно в прошлом ожило.

Чьих-то бережных рук тепло.

Вальс изысканных гостей.

И бег лихих коней.

Вальс кружил и нёс меня.

Словно в сказку свою маня.

Первый бал и первый вальс.

Звучат во мне сейчас.

Зеркала в янтаре.

Мой восторг отражают.

Кто-то пел на заре.

Дом родной покидая.

Будешь ты в декабре.

Вновь со мной, дорогая.

( To people that can't read cryllic)

Kak uzor na okne

Snova proshloe ryadom

Kto-to pel pesnyu mne

V zimnii vecher kogda-to

Slovno v proshlom ozhilo.

Ch'ih-to berezhnyh ruk teplo.

Val's izyskannyh gostei.

I beg lihih konei.

Val's kruzhil i nes menya.

Slovno v skazku svoyu manya.

Pervyi bal i pervyi val's.

Zvuchat vo mne seichas.

Zerkala v yantare.

Moi vostorg otrazhayut.

Kto-to pel na zare.

Dom rodnoi pokidaya.

Earthquake 19th of June 2012

Newsflash, awesome internet peeps. If your newsfeed on facebook, Twitter, Tumblr is not bombarded with Earthquake post. Well you are hiding in a rock.

Well, I'm so fascinated of how fast social media can inform people. To confirm or to deny. The power of technology. 

Yes, I did join the kahooz and wrote  a post myself confirming if the 20 second strong shake wasn't all in my head. Trying to find information after that, no official report until I search up the government geo science site. Trying to click on it but it keeps saying internet connection off for that site.

It's either my connection which undoubtly not or the government site is terrible. Well I do LOVE YOU, AUSTRALIA <3<3. But I want the cause and the magnitude. Which from tid bits of uncofirmed information is a magnitude of 5  and probably the whole of Melbourne, Victoria felt it.


So goodbye people, stay safe. Do remember this is 2012.

What money can do

If the world does not uses money and humans do not have the need to horde and be greedy. Will our reality of Earth be different?

While it might be a reality that it is impossible to have. Since without money we as humans being does not have the motivation and the necessity to work. But what if a really big if that humans have the same drive and more kidness in the equation minus the money.

How  will it define our civilaization. Out history will probably change about the evolution of money from the batering system to monetry system.Even though everything change, will this be a step forward for a better civilaization. Where there is peace and no thoughts of making a country powerful and richer but the thoughts of striving to improve the man kind as a whole.

Is this a chance that there will be less suferring across the globe as a whole. What I know is with hardwork and compassion and genorisity can change things.

Although we can't rewrite our physcological behaviours no matter how I wish to. There is a chance that  with time , lesson learn , and people take the initiative to do something.

We will see a better place.

Mothers Birthday

This is a really really late post since my mothers birthday was last friday. But still better do it than none.
So happy belated birthday to my beautiful and wonderful mother. Because in every great man success is the work of a woman.
That woman could be your wife, girlfriend, mother or maybe your sister. Whoever it is, be greateful of the sacrifise and the motivation they did to you.

So to you all have fun and god bless.

4 truth you will encounter

When things get tough, stay strong. Don't lose hope, even if people give
                                  up on

                                                   you.

 Some things just happen, join the ride if you think it mght be fun but when things get dangerous.

Out yourself, fight. Don't let it suck you in or what you might find is just a lonely figure with the feeling of helplessness.

 There's never a straight-forward road. It takes many turns, back-tracking to find the right

route.But when you reach your destination it worth it for all

the hardship you've been through.

 You are your own master. You have the power to do whatever you please, to  do good or evil. To spread wisdom or idiotic laughter through people. For life is just a grand invisible stage where you are the star. To shine on the stage or the creator in the background.

What to do when your in a different country

Travelling another country or maybe another continent? Alone or with a group, no worries. Travelling can be tough and terrible but if you are prepare or have a happy-go-lucky personaility than your set. Well before that just glance through the check list.

So your in a different country and you have no clue what they offer.

Obviously 1st get your accomadation, and I seriously recommand it. For once when I went travelling with no prior infomation ( coz im lazy ^^) . Stupidly can't find any accomadation that didn't majorly rip me off *heart break*

2nd don't go to a country that the main language you speak is not theirs too unless you have at least some basic understand of their culture and custom. 

3rd  Talk to the locals if you can communicate with them or just go do some research before you go. Best place to actually find gossip or learn anything intresting is in a tavern/ pub/ bar. This is also a major benifit since the locals know the best food well unless they're hammer than best to leave them be :)

4th - This is majorly important if your going to religious sites . DO READ  or you might get jail or bash up by people . And it's no jokes.
If your visiting any religious country or any religious sites please just wear decent clothes. Don't go wear your cocktaile dresses or a singlet that shows too much flesh. Wear clothes that cover well most things.  The reason for this my friend got fine when he went to turkey visitng some places for not wearign appropiate clothes.

5th Lucky Last
Buy yourself souvenior obviously silly people. :P  This is a must if you have friends, family or just crazy people that will sulk or cry their hearts out not bringing something back from your visit. Go bargain if it's like a market or some sort because most country espeacily those tourist hot spot markets always and I mean ALWAYS try to rip you off. Most espeacilly countries in Asia.

I was almost cheated two times and those vendors try to swinder my money. So guys shop safely and before I forget do keep your money, passport safely. And don't let your personal belongings taken by theifs or gypsy.

So happy travelling and remember this 5 tips. Since I'm feeling shamless come to AUSTRALIA. We'r  quite an honest bunch here :D

Happy Aprils FOOL

lol , to people that haven't seen this joke by Google. This is quite hilarious and evidently idiotic

Have a good day too you people cheers :D

Easter Break

Too bad for me I went to watch this alone ><

 Obviously with all the post I've been posting, it means I'm on my Easter Break. YEAH, PARTY PARTY  -_- jks

 My friends ditch me for sunny Cairns, lakes and many parts of the country. Those ditcher, so I gotta entertain my old dull life with movies. Yup, I've been catching up some movie watching time. And the movies of the day were Hungry...wait I mean Hunger Games and Woman in Black.  Also known by the following titles in German Die Frau In Schwarz   and Die Tribute Von Panem.

In the movie this line keep irratating me :(

Anywho, why I put the title name in German is due to the fact I watch in German duh and in english for hunger games.  So be proud of me people of Germany, I sit though the movie for Woman in Black in German  actually knowing what the heck it happen. It actually scared the shucks out of me and it's kinda hilarious after seeing harry ( Daniel Radcliffe ) coz I was yelling to the screen " WHERES YOUR WAND?!!!!"

To all readers, I recommend Woman in Black just cause it was better than what I expected. Hunger games due to all the hypness ( thought it was gonna be mind blowing ) but sadly it just did ok.

p.s. I don't really know how to speak German

This is me while watching woman in black

p.p.s  Hope you all have fun watching movies or whatever you doing this break.

this is me like the whole part of the movie and the end

Earth Hour 2012

 1 more hour before Earth Hour and anyone up for the challange.  So light a candle, close all the powers and enjoy this moment

FOOD

 Going though a phase of fascination of sweet things O_O
Because yesterday, in my home ec class we decided make some Easter chocolates ( which turn out partially sucessful, didn't have enough time to freeze it)

Change your thinking - (Just for 37 seconds)

Sometimes to know one story is to listen what people around you.  
         
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room

One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.

His bed was next to the room's only window.

The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.


The men talked for hours on end.

They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation..

Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.
The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and colour of the world outside.

The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake.

Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every colour and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.
As the man by the window described all this in exquisite details, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine this picturesque scene.

One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by.


Although the other man could not hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.

Days, weeks and months passed.

One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep.

She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away.



As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.
Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside.
He strained to slowly turn to look out the window besides the bed.




It faced a blank wall..


The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.
The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.


She said, 'Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.'
Epilogue:

There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.
Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled.
If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can't buy.
'Today is a gift, that is why it is called The Present .'

hahaha....just gotta do something since
it's just few hours ago i posted something bout them
mmmm i see tomatoes . TROLL by harry?