Always family

Isn't it ironic, that we ignore the ones who adore us,
adore the ones that ignore us,
love the ones who hurt us, and
hurt the ones that love us

 As the quote goes, this year I laugh, cry , got angry but the things i experience can't be compare to  the regret for my lack of commitment for family. 

Don't get me wrong I love them with all my heart but sometimes we get suck into our busy every day lifes. Working, socialising with friends, facebook that we forget the simple and most important thing in life.

                                                     Our Family

 Every year i feel like we're drifting apart. And when I try to sleep, I ponder that no one is infinite, this memories i have of them and me one day it will disappear along with the person. 


  Since 2011 is gonna end soon, I want to make one of my new year resolution to spent and try to make an effort to reconnect with my family . And I hope all you readers do the same too  .

My day

You are my day

wondering about you, I look at the clouds and see that today is all about you
I smile thinking about the way you smile, thinking of your face when you blush
The sun is bright, my heart is full, my mind is on you
It doesn't matter if you are sad or angry, I will bring a smile to your face
Let me hold you and let every ounce of  my love consume you
keeping a smile on your beautiful face for me

Dark eyes

Очи чёрные, жгуче пламенны!
И манят они в страны дальние,
где царит любовь, где царит покой,
где страданья нет, где вражды запрет.

Black eyes, burning flames!
And they attract a distant country,
where there is love, where there is peace,
where there is no suffering, where hostility ban.

5 minutes Sketch

 

As you can see my sketch is quite fade because i was using a 2B pencil that I didn't press hard

on it . And my fine liner is dead so ya..kinda a half ass job 

                                                            I love architectual buildings especially those

                                                             that came from the  Renaissance period .

                                                             So my attempt of sketching it .

Conforming of the conformist

 

                   There is no such thing as a bad person with a bad personality. But there are personalities that don't go well with others . Also who exactly make those decisions?

                 
                Anyone can misunderstand others without any basis or evidence.

                     So you shouldn't try to become  something based only what others think of you.

Thoughts of an unknown ( inspirational prompts )

                
                 Doesn't this seem ridiculous

                

         I thought that I'll be able to catch up to her in time

           
                   

             


    And yet she  was snatched away by someone else.

Online gaming dedications

          
   If only life came with a ◄◄ REW ► PLAY ▌▌PAUSE █▌STOP

   I would go back to the time of the MMORPG games that I have been playing. For damn I make so many good friends but I never did get thier facebook. Damn me and they stop playing and we stop talking.
Online games that I have play: Godswar online, Crystal Saga, Maple story, ourWorld, 100 years war etc

                          We just drift off to different places, but I hope someday when I walk in France, Germany or whatever continent they are. I cross thier path, even if we don't recognize hope they remember the memories of us playing around killing other factions ;) .

 The memorable players name that was in my guild , my helper, my friends and even my free-enemies :  meroko, dana, wizz, avacado, jesus, darwin, xxsfja, ixte, Ommi, ciecie, baldur, azuii, horodus,evilas423 etc and those that i may have forgot or too much to mention. forever and ever in my gaming life I'll remember u all)